Season of Hope

Thursday, December 25, 2008

I've been spending the past two Christmas here in Penang.
Not that I'm complaining, but I do miss spending Christmas back home to a certain extent.
After all, home IS still home.
But Christmas this year is particularly special to me for two reasons.

Firstly, I'm no longer spending Christmas as a STUDENT. My student days are long gone.
This year will be the first of many years to come spending Christmas as a working adult (Yes, age is cataching up.. I know!).
And I can actually feel the difference of the working phase than that of a student in terms of celebrating Christmas.
Time somehow seemed to have been shortened by a few hours.
Rush rush rush; So little time yet so many things to do.
Unlike uni days, so much time but do so little things. Hehe.
Secondly, it's Gateway City Church inaugural Christmas celebration!
And I got to be a part of it.
Let's see.
I've been part of Gateway City Church for almost.. er.. 3 months now (if I can count correctly.. Hehe) and it's been great.
Given the opportunity to help out in the Christmas celebration was a privilege.


Gateway City Church

It's a new church. Being part of it has taught me a lot.
My mum and sis' visited this church for Christmas service too!
Dad was not feeling well, so he was nicely napping in the room.


Sis, mum and I.

On my part in helping out for my church's Christmas celebration, I had the opportunity to work with two very VERY talented young girls.
Creativity is their middle name.
Dancing is their passion.
Put these two elements together and you get the Lynns'.


Clockwise from top:
Chris K, Nathalynn, Chrisalynn and Ashlynn.

I worked with Ash and Nat to come up with a short skit.
I knew they were gifted, but didn't know they were THAT gifted. Hahaha.
It's amazing to see how passionate and creative these two girls were when it comes to dancing, or performing for that matter.
BIG things are coming their way.

Christmas is extra special this year.
I appreciated it; the people, the gifts and the Hope.


Of course, not forgetting the food!!


The Koh's...

Christmas,
A season of Hope.

Do you still cling on to hope?
More importantly, in what or who do you place your hope in?

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Ho! Ho! Ho!

Have a Merry Little Christmas, people!



God bless!

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Deny or Die

Friday, December 19, 2008

Imagine this:

It's a Monday afternoon.

You just stepped into the bank to settle some issues regarding your atm card.

The line is long.

You begin to feel rather annoyed.

You stand in the line, took out your handphone and fiddle with it while waiting to take another step to the front.
All of a sudden, you heard a loud bang and the next thing you knew, everyone was screaming. Your greatest nightmare had just begun.
It's a robbery, or so you think.

One of the culprit walks up to you with a gun in his hand.
He shouts some curse words at you when he saw the cross you're wearing around your neck.

He pushes you to the ground.

By now, you're all shaken up.

Shocked beyond the point of not reacting in tears nor in fear.

You feel the metallic object of the gun pressed against your forehead.

He's pushing it hard against your temple.

Then he shouted in rage, almost to the point of insanity -


"Deny Him! Deny Him! Deny or Die!!!"


Renounce Christ or die.

What would you do or say?


"Deny or die".


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Now, let's step back into reality.
If you've been a Christian for most part of your life, I'm pretty sure you've thought about the scenario above at some point of your life.
I have.

Thing is, I never could bring myself to answer the question.

I'm scared to answer.


Recently, I've been mulling over this issue again.

I've heard and read the lives of many great men of God - missionaries, evangelists, leaders, etc - who served Him in every way possible, and yet die in the process.

In fact, my Connect Group has been discussing issues pertaining to such events.
We read the lives of people like
Hugh Latimer & Nicholas Ridley, people who died standing up for their beliefs, for their faith.
It discomforts me even more to read how Ridley died.
He didn't have a very peaceful death.

Imaginatively disturbing I must say.

And every single time I come across such biographies, at the end of it, I can't help but to asks how did they do it.

Pondering about it either burns me in passion or burns me into ashes of depression.


Flipping through the pages of the bible, characters like Daniel and his band of brothers and Esther are just a handful who displayed tremendous courage in the face of a certain death.
Similar to the situation above, only much more intense, Daniel's three friends were put to the ultimate test when the King of Babylon, King Nebuchadnezzar, demanded them to bow down to the image of gold, an idol, which he had set up for everyone to worship.
Instead of going down on their knees to worship this "god", they replied to the most powerful king of that period,

"O Nebuchadnezzar, we do not need to defend ourselves before you in this matter.
If we are thrown into the blazing furnace, the God we serve is able to save us from it, and he will rescue us from your hand, O king. But even if he does not, we want you to know, O king, that we will not serve your gods or worship the image of gold you have set up."
Daniel 3: 16-18

"But even if he does not... we will not serve your gods or worship the image of gold you have set up" - This proves that they themselves weren't sure if God was going to deliver them out of the clutches of that evil king yet, they held firmly to what they believed in.
Probably fearful but unshaken.


You think only men display such zealousness in spirit?


Women stood out as well.

Esther, the orphaned Jew who became queen to the powerful King Ahasuerus, similarly faced her own test of faith.

At the crossroad of loosing her life for the sake of saving her people, she sent word to her uncle saying,

"“Go, gather all the Jews who are present in Shushan, and fast for me;
neither eat nor drink for three days, night or day.
My maids and I will fast likewise.
And so I will go to the king, which
is against the law;
and if I perish, I perish!”

Esther 4:16

You see, back then it was a royal law that anyone who approached the king without being called would be put to death, unless the king lifted his golden scepter.
Notwithstanding this fact, she took the risk because she knew her people's lives were at stake.
Like I said, it either burns one in passion or burns one into ashes of depression.
"If I perish, I perish" - I find this to be a very bold statement because it shows that Esther did not know what the outcome would be for her or for her people.

How would you react if ever such scenario should happen?

Deny or die?

I'm fearful to say I'll "die" because I always believe it's easier said than done.

Simon Peter, one of Jesus's most loyal disciples, said he wouldn't deny Him.
Claiming even that he was "ready to go with you to prison and to death" (Luke 22: 33).
But he end up denying Christ 3 times in a single night.

If a person who had a first hand relationship with Christ and yet denied him 3 times in one night, dare I say
"Yes, I'll die for Christ"?
Having said that, I know my place in Him.

He has proven to be real so many times in my life and part of me knows I'm willing to die.


Now, back to the scenario;


What would you say to the robber as he press his gun hard against your forehead?
You can hear people screaming around you.

You can smell fear lurking and preying on everyone like a hungry ghost.
In all its chaos, you can hear him slowly pulling the trigger.
He stops half-way with the trigger and asks you for possibly the last time,

"Deny or die?"


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Shattering Rain

Monday, December 15, 2008

The rain was beating harder than ever against the window pane.
Jack stood about an inch away from the window, peeping outside, squinting his eyes as if it would help clear his vision of the blurry image outside.

He's late.
He's usually not late, Jack thought to himself.

Just as Jack turned away from the window to get another sip of his coffee, he heard the engine of a car stop outside his house.

He's here.

Jack quickly took another sip of the coffee and put on his coat.
As he opened the door, the whirling of the wind surprised him.
He felt the cold rain spat against his face.
He hastenly locked the door behind him, upturned his collar and quickly dashed for the car.

"Phewwww... The rain's pouring really hard outside..."

Jack spoke while brushing off his already soaked hair.

"She's gone, Jack".

Jack sensed something was wrong.
He turned towards Kevin and realized tears was flowing down his cheek.

In that moment, the beating of the rain became silent.
The cold air turned warm.
Everything stood still.

"What happened?"

Kevin relate the story.
Jack listened.

Jack knew the feeling. That all too familiar feeling.
All he could do was to listen.
He knew it was something Kevin will need to go through.

"Why... why...?"

Kevin asked in bitterness.

Jack looked at him with no answer to offer.
All he could do was to listen.

The car remained silent.
Gloom pervaded the air, beclouding the world outside into a formless image.

Jack knew the feeling.
That all too familiar feeling.

Shattering rain, won't you go away?

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What's up with me!!

Saturday, December 13, 2008

I'm telling you, I'm totally jinxed in terms of my health for the pass 2-3 weeks.

First I had a bad case of food poisoning.
Vomitted and pooped like nobody's business.
And after that weekend, I had flu.
Two weeks in a row.
And guess what.
Third week and I'm hit with rashes all over my body.
Allergy!!!!!!!!
ARGghgghghghghghgh......
It's itching so bad I wanna peel of my skin...
I still can't figure out what I ate..
Gossssshhh...
It's officially the most unfit month for me.
What's next lar??

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Strive

Thursday, December 11, 2008

Have you ever come to a point when you're striving so hard for something, chasing after a certain goal, but only to find yourself standing at the threshold of breaking down instead.
You lose ground of what you are, what you can do and what you want to do.
You're shaken in the inside.

If you think about it, striving has its backlash.
When you strive, you expect to see result.
That would be the natural reaction.
But what if you strive so hard, improved, reach the peak of your capacity and then you hit a dead end.
That's it.
You improve no further, or at least you feel you improve no further.
You feel as if your capacity to improve has reached its high time and your striving efforts are now coming to no avail.
What do you do then?

I was reading an article on the famous/infamous footballer, Eric Cantona.
When he was asked why he chose to retire, his answer was that he felt he couldn't improve any longer, which according to him, eventually dampen his passion for the sport.

So is striving a good thing or a bad thing now?

I'm pretty sure some of my floorball mates who will be reading this entry will go "aiya, chris mental tak kuat larrrr..." Haha.
It's not so much about me.
I know I still can improve, at least a bit more lar.
It's something that got me thinking while talking to some of my friends who used to be sportsmen.
More of "mental exercise" than "mental tak kuat".. :)

For me, it's about going at it again.... and again... and again... and again... again... again... again... again...

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A Space

Dear Lucy,

I'm sitting at the opposite end while I write this letter to you.
The space between us is filled with the sound of drizzling raindrops.
I can't say a word.
You can't see me.
So much to say.
As I sit here, I can feel the chilly breeze caress my face.
Gentle enough to soothe the strange bitterness in me.
But it's cold.

Love,
Jack
7 January 2007

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The Reunion Weekend

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

Last weekend had been an interesting one, but also a tiring one.
After about 2 month's of planning, we, the PKA-ian's batchmates of 2005, finally executed our reunion outing to the historic city of Malacca!
Really it was a weekend of reunions.
I actually had another clashing reunion with my Residential Bible School (RBS) mates.
Friends whom I've not seen for almost 5 years now.

It was a tough decision to choose between the two but in the end decided to go for the PKA reunion instead due to personal reasons.
In any case, missing either one was a total "Bleh" feeling.
However, I still manage to drop by a little while for the RBS reunion and had the chance to see a few of them.


'RBS 2003'

One of the few reasons we wanted to have a PKA reunion was to catch up with one another, and in some ways, encourage one another especially since it's been only a couple of months that we stepped into the working world. Also, it was a time we wanted to just get away from everything, to get a retreat from work, and just chill with one another.


Jonker Street

Though obviously we couldn't get everyone for the reunion, whoever was there made it worth the hassle of travelling. Everyone took effort in terms of travelling. Some came from down South - Kluang, Singapore - And some came from up north - Alor Setar, Penang, Ipoh. Seeing and being with one another, it kinda time-warped me back to uni life. It's like my whole blanket of familiarity and friends came covering me back comfortably once again.

It felt cozy.




We spent most of our time just hanging out.
Most of us took the chance to just catch up with one another.
Since it was only a 2-days-1-night thing, we didn't have much time together.
As always, our tradition is to buat apa lagi.. Makan larrrrr... Hehe.
We whacked sate celup, baba and nyonya food, pineapple tarts, and some whacked the chicken rice ball.
Did I mentioned that the line to the chicken rice ball shop is insanely loooonnnnngggggg?
Don't believe me? Check this out...



Crazy I tell you.
Wait that long just to makan chicken rice ball...
Man, even I don't have that kind of patience.
We visited Jonker Street and most went on a spending spree.


The girls checking out their items.


Oh and guess what, we even found a Mervin lookalike!


Mervin's twin brother.

Haha... Seriously, that scary looking thing had an uncanny resemblance of Mervin, somehow.
Should have bought it for his Christmas present/birthday present :P



On Sunday morning, we visited Melaka Gospel Chapel for Sunday service.
It's been almost two years now since I last visited this church.
Again, coming to a familiar surrounding, a familiar environment, it felt.. familiar??
But it was great attending Sunday worship together with these people.

Even though it was a really short trip, I still find it rejuvenating.
Physically I fell sick lar.. Cisss....
It was great to see each of us still growing strong even after we've left uni.
To know that these people are still making a difference wherever they may be, it encourages me, rejuvenates me and spurs me forward.

Next reunion,
Banting!!!!


Graduate Seniors Outing 2008
PKA 2005

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How Great Thou Art

Saturday, December 6, 2008

Before Darlene Zschech there was Sandi Patty.
Until this day, listening to her voice and her songs never fail to give me goosebumps all over.
Blessed with a God-gifted voice, kicking out a range of strong soprano, Sandi Patty is truly a legend in her own rights.
Just take a look at her version of "How Great Thou Art".
If it doesn't give you goosebumps, I don't know what will.

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Duet

Friday, December 5, 2008

One of the best duets in Indon music.
Kris Dayanti is a legend.

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