Showing posts with label He speaks. Show all posts
Showing posts with label He speaks. Show all posts

Land of the Hornbill, Land of His people.

Wednesday, August 28, 2013

About 7 years ago, I embarked on my first cross-cultural mission trip through Fellowship of Evangelical Students (FES)'s STOMP (Students Together On Mission Partnership) into the interior of Sarawak, visiting and ministering to the Iban people. Ever since that experience, I believe God deposited in me a certain passion for this people group.

Ah, the beautiful land of Sarawak, Land of the Hornbill :)
Some may say that among other local tribes, the Iban are by far the most civilized in infrastructure and lifestyle. Moreover, over the years the gospel has penetrated into the Iban people and many have come to know the Lord. As such, some may hold to the belief that perhaps the Iban should not be the prime focus for evangelism and ministry as they've been reached and they are somewhat developed in their lifestyle. However, the more I made trips into the interiors of the Iban people, the more I'm convicted that they are still very much in need of evangelism and ministry as much as other unreached ethnic groups.

Upon arrival at Kuching Airport, we were transported to Lubok Antu, about 4 hours drive south east of Kuching.
Past by Pantu! The place where I first had my Iban mission trip 7 years ago!
"Lachau", Iban language for lizard, a small town for our rest stop.
Been here almost all of my Iban mission trip thus far.
I had the opportunity to once again revisit the Iban people sometime this month. Lubok Antu, located in the district of Sri Aman division, is a small town populated by the Iban people along with other local races. It was quite fascinating to me because even the chinese looked like Iban and spoke flawless Iban as well! My team and I spent 7 days within the area of Lubok Antu and visited in total 5 different "rumah panjai" (Iban longhouses).

We visited two longhouses, Rumah Panjai Ukom and Rumah Panjai Bara, which were accessible by land, approximately 20-30 minutes drive from our base. Many of the longhouses in Sarawak (not all) that are accessible by land are more developed as compared to those which are accessible by water. Both these longhouses are comparatively modernistic in nature. Unfortunately, we didn't had the chance to stay over at both these longhouses. We only spent an evening there sharing, encouraging and ministering the word to them.

Harvest Baptist Church, Lubok Antu.
Lubok Antu town, a small cozy town where everyone knows everyone. They don't even lock their car doors! 
One of the many pleasures of Sarawak. Sarawak Laksa... Personally, it's nicer than Penang Laksa :P
Ukom Longhouse. The Iban are a beautiful group of people. Conducting our first service.

My fellow brother praying for one of the "ibu"/aunty.
It was a joy to witnessed baptism of 12 fellow brothers and sisters! What more, baptism in a river, biblical sound! ;)
However, we also had the chance to stay overnight and spend good quality amount of time with three other longhouses which were accessible by boat. Our first longhouse, Rumah Panjai Menyiling, took us about 45 minutes by boat. The family who hosted us was really hospitable and lovely. Although the longhouse had about 30+ rooms, it was a sad sight to see that many of the rooms are vacant. It was devastating to hear that many families had already left the longhouse due to unresolved family dispute. There was a great burden for family reconciliation in this longhouse.

At the jetty waiting for our boat ride.
Behind me is actually a damp. So we were riding through a lake. Beautiful nonetheless. I enjoy boat rides during mission trips because it gives me time to reflect and really soak in the awesomeness of who He is. Just the mere sight of His creation around me overwhelms me!
Our first interior longhouse, Rumah Panjai Menyiling. 
A good assurance from God that sports truly is a powerful mediator. Every evening, the boys in this village
plays "sepak takraw". Got me thinking of buying my own "takraw" ball.
Amazed by His creation.
Our next stop the following day was Rumah Panjai Mengka, approximately 20 minutes boat ride from Menyiling. Mengka longhouse is quite exotic, traditional in its physical structure yet well decorated and maintained in the interior. Reason being, Mengka is one of the few longhouses in Lubok Antu that is a primary pit stop for tourist. There are organizations that bring tourists to visit Mengka on quite a regular basis. Unlike Menyiling, Mengka longhouse is filled with families. Although there isn't family dispute, there is still a certain division between the families due to religious denomination. When we held the night meeting there, not all the families in the longhouse joined us. Only a handful who were of our "denomination" attended. Again, disunity is a pitfall.

Another boat ride into our next longhouse.
Many of the Iban longhouses are located next to streams of water.
Mengka Longhouse is a beautifully maintained longhouse. Exotic and an eye-catcher to tourists.
This is what we call "berandau", Iban language. Equivalent to "fellowship" or in more youthful term, chilling out ;)
The following day we moved on to Rumah Panjai Spaya. Somewhat similar to Rumah Panjai Mengka, Spaya is also well maintained as it is also quite a hub for tourists to visit. One of the things that stood out in this longhouse is the leadership and caliber of the well respected head man. The headman, also known as "Tuai" in the Iban lingo, is involved in the development of the longhouses in that area and he is also involved politically in the development of the Iban people as well. Their longhouse uses micro-hydro to generate electric supply. It was encouraging to see many that the people in this longhouse were opened to come for ministry service. Many needed prayer of healing and blessing.

Spaya Longhouse
The use of micro-hydro to generate electric supply into longhouses is really a positive development for the Iban community. Many organizations are helping to "reinvent" cost-effective micro-hydro in hope of helping the Iban community. Praise God for that.
Another highlight of my trip there was to meet up with an old friend. He was my Iban "teacher" during my first mission trip in Sarawak (STOMP 2007!). We then had the opportunity to serve and go on a mission trip together in 2009. Although we only met for about 45 minutes or so, it was truly a blessing to me to just hear his passion for God. His humble and servitude spirit always stands out to me and it's something that I really look up to him for. Keep the passion burning, bro!

Joshua Pandong, my Iban teacher, and I at Kuching Airport catching up.
Looking back, God orchestrates many different experiences in our lives to make it a defining moment of who we are and will become. For me, friends like Joshua and the people in Fellowship of Evangelical Students (FES) really ingrained in me this passion for the Sarawakians'. Likewise, I do hope that in my many trips into the interior, God would orchestrate my life to be a defining moment to others through what I say, pray and do.

All glory to Him.

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Psalms 17: 8

Sunday, August 11, 2013

"Keep me as the apple of your eye; hide me in the shadow of your wings from the wicked who assail me, from my mortal enemies who surround me." 
Psalms 17: 8

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Let Go, Let God.

Thursday, August 8, 2013

In the past weeks, a lot has been said and shared in church regarding letting go of past bitterness. We all desire to move on from our bitter past into a better future. Easier said than done.

This week has taken quite a toll on me emotionally and mentally. Just praying and processing through things of the past which I really need to learn to let go totally drained me. I know for a fact that there are things in my past - things said and unsaid, done and undone - that I've been carrying, thinking and have crystallized over the years into a ball of bitterness. I just never really dealt with them over the years, just shelved them somewhere out of sight and hopefully out of mind.    

I'm not perfect. 

That is the first thing I really need to learn to deal with if I am to let go of my past. I'm not perfect. It's not an excuse nor a reason, but a reality of who we are in our very humanistic form and the very reason why we need God who is perfect in every way; I need God. Every time I try to deal with my past bitterness, I can't help but to blame myself and put myself into a pothole of condemnation and self-pity. Hence, I quickly shelve those things into a corner without ever dealing with them really. 

I'm not perfect. Yes, I've made many crucial and perhaps to me, life changing mistakes in the past. I have my regrets. That's the reality of what has happened in my life and who I am. But God in His perfect being, carves us into His perfect plan even through the past mistakes we've made if only we learn to admit that we're not perfect and we need Him to make us right. We begin our walk from bitterness to a better today and tomorrow by first allowing Him to hold our hand and walk side by side together on that journey.  

Letting go is terribly difficult. Just as my Pastor preached, sometimes we don't even realize it but we end up taking pleasure in looking back at the bitterness of our past mistakes because of its sentiments to us. All those precious "what if" moments that we cling on to. I know it will not take over night for me to lay everything down. But it begins somewhere. Today, it begins with a posture of humility to say I'm not perfect but You are Lord. 

Help me, Lord, to let go and let You in.
It's so difficult but teach me and grant me a humble heart.
Amen.

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His Promises Stand Unshakable

Tuesday, July 23, 2013


I just came back from a blessed dinner given by friends to celebrate my belated birthday. As we had fellowship over dinner, one of them asked "What is the one main thing you've learnt in your spiritual walk this year?". As I chewed my dinner I thought about it. 

If there's one main thing I've learnt this year, it would be to rely on Him and him alone.

"Man shall not live by bread alone but by every word that proceeds out of the mouth of God". 

Little by little, God has been breaking my threshold in learning to be dependent on him for daily and basic necessities. I've been encouraged by many who have and are walking similar path as I am, people who are sold-out for Him and are dependent on Him on a day to day basis. But truth be told, I still get cold feet when I see how empty I am, how limited I am in every aspect. It has been a humbling season for me. I know I'm running back back to the very basic of my Christian faith, to that place of total surrender, to that posture of telling God "Here I am, send me!". 

On my own, I will not be able to go on. I must learn to remain in His steadfast love which cease not. His promises stand unshakable. I need only to learn to lay back and rest in it. 

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"Frontliners" or "Sideliners"?

Sunday, January 27, 2013

“We are so utterly ordinary, so commonplace, while we profess 
to know a Power the Twentieth Century does not reckon with. 
But we are "harmless," and therefore unharmed. 
We are spiritual pacifists, non-militants, conscientious objectors 
in this battle-to-the-death with principalities and powers in high places. 
Meekness must be had for contact with men, but brass, outspoken 
boldness is required to take part in the comradeship of the Cross. 
We are "sideliners" -- coaching and criticizing the real wrestlers 
while content to sit by and leave the enemies of God unchallenged. 
The world cannot hate us, we are too much like its own. 
Oh that God would make us dangerous!”
- Jim Elliot -

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My God, My Saving Grace

Saturday, November 3, 2012


Lord, you are my saving grace;
I praise you for your deep love and goodness to me,
Though I deserve not your affection yet you've
sent your only son as ransomed for me.

Lord, you are my saving grace; 
I praise you for your patience and persistence over me,
Even when I turned my face away from you,
Your spirit still pursues after me.

Lord, you are my saving grace;
My one and only king whom I worship,
You deserve all my devotion and adoration,
Your grace astounds me.

I worship you, my Lord;
You are my saving grace.

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Getting Past the Past

Many times what holds us back from a greater tomorrow are the past hurts of yesterdays. 


It's never easy surrendering what we've experienced in the past wholly to Him who has a great plan  and future for us. We function and somewhat respond based on what we've gone through in the past. What hurts us, we avoid. What brings joy, we lean towards it. Yet in this season, it seems like God is beginning to dismantle bits and pieces of my past and slowly allowing me to walk without unnecessary weight bogging me down. I know change will not take place overnight. Change is a process. 

Lord, I surrender my past, my present and my future into Your gracious hand. Lift me out of my past, teach me to live in your presence and leap me into the future that You've laid out for me. Amen.

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Sing Praise!

Monday, October 29, 2012



"Sing to him, sing praise to him;
tell of all his wonderful acts.
Glory in his holy name; 
let the hearts of those who seek the Lord rejoice."
1 Chronicles 16: 9-10

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Maturity

The Lord has been guiding me to read the first epistle of Peter in this season of contemplation. I've found much encouragement from it. One of the key questions I felt the Lord was asking in my spirit is, "Have you matured in me?". As the question sank in and as I reflected upon my personal spiritual growth, I had to come before the Lord and confessed that I have not matured as much I could and should have simply because I've somewhat lost that passion along the way. But God in his abundant grace, brought me out of that pit and I believe in this season of just hearing from Him, He is beginning to slowly push me back up to where I need to be and to where He desires me to be. 

Maturity in Christ is crucial. When we mature in Him, we grow away from our old self and into the person that He so desires us to be. God reminded me that in order for me to mature in Him I need (1.) recognize what are the "childish" things that's in me (2.) release them to God (3.) re-establish my passion and relationship with God (4.) rejoice in Him! 

"Therefore, rid yourselves of all malice and all deceit, 
hypocrisy, envy and slander of every kind. 
Like newborn babies, crave pure spiritual milk, 
so that by it you may grow up in your salvation, 
now that you have tasted that the Lord is good." 
1 Peter 2: 9

This season, God has been revealing to me one by one what I needed to put on and put off. It takes spiritual attentiveness and a teachable heart to be able to recognize what are our "childish acts" that we need to "grow out of". A lot of times, God reveals to us what needs to be put of but we choose not to recognize them. 

As we allow God to open our eyes and recognize these things that need to be get rid off, we must also begin to come before Him at His altar in prayer and worship to say that we want to release them to Him. And with that, there must also be a certain amount of actions/steps that we must be prepared to take (1 Peter 1: 13).

What God does as we release all of our "childishness" before Him is that He begins a new work in our spirit. He begins to re-establish a new relationship with us. Likewise, we must constantly crave to grow our relationship with Him. Re-establishing our relationship with Him is a daily act of worship, it is not a one-time event but a constant building of relationship. 

Kids are generally more joyous and cheerful than most adults. And if there's one thing that we shouldn't get rid off in terms of our "childishness" so to speak, is the ability to smile and rejoice as we mature in Him! For some of us, as we grow in maturity in Christ or perhaps ministries, we begin to lose sight of the things that matter most to God. We become cynical and gloomy and soon, we forget how to rejoice in the Lord. God reminded me of this area and it speaks so much. It truly pleases Him when we rejoice in Him! 

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Note to self

Saturday, October 27, 2012

Note to self:

"But you are a chosen people, a royal priesthood, 
a holy nation, a people belonging to God, 
that you may declare the praises of him who called 
you out of darkness into his wonderful light. 
Once you were not a people, 
but now you are the people of God; 
once you had not received mercy, 
but now you have received mercy." 
(1 Peter 2: 9-10)

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When God confronts you.

Friday, October 26, 2012

As the year comes to a near end once again, God has been stirring me to reflect upon the past year a whole lot harder. In fact, He's been bringing me all the way back to the past four years. As always, when our lives are being reflected in the light of His glory, all the nasty and ugly things are put on display for us to see. Time and time again, I ask the Lord, "How and where can I go from here? I'm broken and have fallen short every single time". And that gentle answer remains the same as always, "Come to me, child. Come find rest in me". 

The past 4 years have been quite a journey. Yet it's one that's also filled with many hard turns and bumps. So far, this year has been rather significant (in more ways than one and in more ways than the physical and natural form) as God began to slowly put into light some of the many things that I've been wrestling with and yet refused to deal with. If there's one thing about God, is this - He is a persistent God! He kept persisting me to face my many unresolved issues - emotional, character, relational, etc - He persisted me to face them along WITH Him. But so often, it's a lot easier to push aside the many hurts, disappointments, heartbreaks, pains, failures, fears aside and just keep walking and pretending that nothing is wrong rather than just confronting it. And before you know it, the journey soon becomes a long and lonely walk because in the midst of pushing aside all the unresolved issues, we unknowingly (or perhaps knowingly) push aside God as well. 

As I begin to search a little deeper what God is wanting me to do next, He prompted me: 

"You can choose to either CONFRONT your unresolved issues or to CONFORM to what already is". 

Obviously, God is asking a rhetorical question. When God confronts you, he comes in love along with a life-challenge. In the recent weeks, I know I've not been at peace with many things and I've been going through day after day with this unsettling feeling weighing on my shoulders. It's as if God is now literally pushing me to confront firstly my very self and secondly, people as well. Lord, please help me. But as God revealed to me the different issues that I've kept in my closet, I'm surprised myself how certain things are still kept in the closet, things I least expected. I know God will not withhold anything good from me and when I confront the different issues, I know He will open doors to greater things, stronger relationships, moulded character and deeper walk with Him. 

Lord, teach me to confront what needs to be confronted no matter how hard it may seem. 
Grant me wisdom in dealing with the different issues.
Grant me strength to persevere through in dealing with them.
Grant me love to be shared and poured out to others. 
Grant me peace as I deal with these issues.
Amen.

"Trust in him at all times, O people; 
Pour out your hearts to him, 
for God is our refuge."
Psalm 62: 8

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Strong Faith Produces Strong Character

Saturday, September 1, 2012

"Do you desire to grow in grace, and in the knowledge of our Lord Jesus Christ? Would you bring forth much fruit? Would you be eminently holy and useful? Would you be bright, and shine as a light in your day? Would you, like Moses, make it clear as noonday that you have chosen God before the world? I dare be sure that every believer will reply,“Yes! yes! yes! these are the things we long for and desire.”

Then take the advice I give you this day: go and cry to the Lord Jesus Christ, as the disciples did, “Lord, increase our faith.” Faith is the root of a real Christian’s character. Let your root be right, and your fruit will soon abound. Your spiritual prosperity will always be according to your faith. He that believeth shall not only be saved, but shall never thirst, shall overcome, shall be established, shall walk firmly on the waters of this world, and shall do great works."

 - J.C. Ryle -

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3 Things

Saturday, August 25, 2012

It's the end of August 2012! Time to celebrate our nation's independence! How time flies. The past couple of months have been rather hectic. Been traveling quite a bit to do both ministry work and also growing Gateway Sports. God has been good nonetheless in this season of busyness and indeed, it is time to celebrate His goodness and grace! 

In the midst of the busyness, God has also been doing certain things in my life. It's been a bumpy ride this few months, experienced both the highs and lows. I know God is putting me through a season of refinement, stretching of faith, uprooting of personal desires and affirmation of my identity in Christ. In all of these, God has been using circumstances both good and bad to teach, rebuke and grow me in one way or another. And I truly thank Him for doing so, though not necessarily a nice experience :P

This season, I know there are three things that God has constantly been placing in my heart:

1. Plant my feet upon the Rock of Christ


My constant struggle til' this day is confidence. I'm always envious of people who are able to carry themselves charismatically well with such high confidence. God has been reminding me to plant my feet and identity in Christ alone, nothing else matters. We serve who we fear. If we fear men, we will serve men. So let us learn not to fear men, but God, for He truly deserves our reverent fear. 


2. The Joy of the Lord is my strength


Joy! Such a nice 3 letter word that simply puts a smile on your face, doesn't it? Yet, often times we lose sight of this word in the midst of our daily routine. God has been reminding me daily to receive the joy that God is so willingly wanting to give to us, but unfortunately, we get caught so often in the rut of our daily routine that we brush aside this joy. More so as I'm now serving full-time, may I not lose sight of the joy in the midst of doing "work". 

3. Let Go, Let God


Whenever we allow God to take away something that is seemingly important and precious to us, He will replace it with something much better! But it's never, never easy letting go. This season, God has been showing certain areas in my life in which I know I will need to let go. And He's been good and quick to reply with something better :) Gotta' keep our eyes on Him at all cost even in moments when He asks us to let go of the things that are precious to us! 

I'm really excited as to what God has in store for me in this season. Feels like I'm going through a transitional period, as if God is plucking me out of something and fitting me into a new level/place. 

Great things ahead! :)

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Joy

Sunday, July 22, 2012

J.O.Y.

A simple three letter word yet a profound concept, feeling and biblical truth to grasp.
What does it mean exactly to be "joyful"?


How does one be joyful when every human embedded emotion in his system steers towards disappointment, sadness, discouragement and heartache?

God nudged me in my thoughts and my spirit as I contemplated about this. He reminded me that it's not so much of the joy-moment that is seemingly so important to us that matters most but it's the Joy-Giver that should matter most.
When we begin to build a strong relationship with God and grow to "delight in the Lord", no longer will the circumstances around us dictate the joy in our heart, mind and spirit but it is in WHO we know that dictates our joy.

Honestly, I still can't fully comprehend. My human emotions are constantly in tension with the spirit. But I guess, that's how we grow :) May God teach all of us what it means to truly be joyful.

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God's choice

Saturday, July 14, 2012

"God always gives His best to those who leave the choice with him." - Jim Elliot


Teach me to trust. 

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Psalm 18

Thursday, February 23, 2012

I love you, LORD, my strength.

The LORD is my rock, my fortress and my deliverer;
my God is my rock, in whom I take refuge,
my shield and the horn of my salvation, my stronghold.

I called to the LORD, who is worthy of praise,
and I have been saved from my enemies.
The cords of death entangled me;
the torrents of destruction overwhelmed me.
The cords of the grave coiled around me;
the snares of death confronted me.

In my distress I called to the LORD;
I cried to my God for help.
From his temple he heard my voice;
my cry came before him, into his ears.
The earth trembled and quaked,
and the foundations of the mountains shook;
they trembled because he was angry.
Smoke rose from his nostrils;
consuming fire came from his mouth,
burning coals blazed out of it.
He parted the heavens and came down;
dark clouds were under his feet.
He mounted the cherubim and flew;
he soared on the wings of the wind.
He made darkness his covering, his canopy around him—
the dark rain clouds of the sky.
Out of the brightness of his presence clouds advanced,
with hailstones and bolts of lightning.
The LORD thundered from heaven;
the voice of the Most High resounded.
He shot his arrows and scattered the enemy,
with great bolts of lightning he routed them. 

The valleys of the sea were exposed
and the foundations of the earth laid bare
at your rebuke, LORD,
at the blast of breath from your nostrils.

He reached down from on high and took hold of me;
he drew me out of deep waters.
He rescued me from my powerful enemy,
from my foes, who were too strong for me.
They confronted me in the day of my disaster,
but the LORD was my support.
He brought me out into a spacious place;
he rescued me because he delighted in me.

The LORD has dealt with me according to my righteousness;
according to the cleanness of my hands he has rewarded me.
For I have kept the ways of the LORD;
I am not guilty of turning from my God.
All his laws are before me;
I have not turned away from his decrees.
I have been blameless before him
and have kept myself from sin.
The LORD has rewarded me according to my righteousness,
according to the cleanness of my hands in his sight.

To the faithful you show yourself faithful,
to the blameless you show yourself blameless,
to the pure you show yourself pure,
but to the devious you show yourself shrewd.
You save the humble
but bring low those whose eyes are haughty.
You, LORD, keep my lamp burning;
my God turns my darkness into light.
With your help I can advance against a troop;
with my God I can scale a wall.

As for God, his way is perfect:
The LORD’s word is flawless;
he shields all who take refuge in him.
For who is God besides the LORD?
And who is the Rock except our God?
It is God who arms me with strength
and keeps my way secure.
He makes my feet like the feet of a deer;
he causes me to stand on the heights.
He trains my hands for battle;
my arms can bend a bow of bronze.
You make your saving help my shield,
and your right hand sustains me;
your help has made me great.
You provide a broad path for my feet,
so that my ankles do not give way.

I pursued my enemies and overtook them;
I did not turn back till they were destroyed.
I crushed them so that they could not rise;
they fell beneath my feet.
You armed me with strength for battle;
you humbled my adversaries before me.
You made my enemies turn their backs in flight,
and I destroyed my foes.
They cried for help, but there was no one to save them—
to the LORD, but he did not answer.
I beat them as fine as windblown dust;
I trampled them like mud in the streets.
You have delivered me from the attacks of the people;
you have made me the head of nations.
People I did not know now serve me,
foreigners cower before me;
as soon as they hear of me, they obey me.
They all lose heart;
they come trembling from their strongholds.

The LORD lives! Praise be to my Rock!
Exalted be God my Savior!
He is the God who avenges me,
who subdues nations under me,
who saves me from my enemies.
You exalted me above my foes;
from a violent man you rescued me.
Therefore I will praise you, LORD, among the nations;
I will sing the praises of your name.

He gives his king great victories;
he shows unfailing love to his anointed,
to David and to his descendants forever.

Amen.

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Be ready.

Wednesday, February 15, 2012

This season beckons each one of us to take what God 
has entrusted to us and take it to the next level. 

Be ready.
Abundance is here.
The harvest is near.

God is moving.

Malachi 1: 11

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Building Champions: Feeding the Sheep

Saturday, September 3, 2011

In my previous post, I talked about the mandate of putting on the leadership mantle, a called that Christ has embedded in us to build champions.  

Once we put on the leadership mantle, we got to get moving. One of the key tasks as leaders is to feed our people. 

"When they had finished eating, Jesus said to Simon Peter, 
“Simon son of John, do you love me more than these?” 

“Yes, Lord,” he said, “you know that I love you.” 

Jesus said, “Feed my lambs.” 

Again Jesus said, “Simon son of John, do you love me?” 

He answered, “Yes, Lord, you know that I love you.” 

Jesus said, “Take care of my sheep.” 

The third time he said to him, “Simon son of John, do you love me?” 

Peter was hurt because Jesus asked him the third time, 
“Do you love me?” He said, “Lord, you know all things; you know that I love you.” 

Jesus said, “Feed my sheep. 

On all occasions when Simon Peter answered Jesus’ question, Jesus replied all three times with almost identical answers. “Feed my lambs”, “Take care of my sheep”, “Feed my sheep”. There’s the verb: Feeding and taking care, and there’s the nouns: lambs and sheep. 

Feeding 
Feeding deals with food. We consume food into our bodies because it is a necessity for us if we want to stay alive. On the other hand, consuming food doesn’t mean we will stay alive. It depends on what we consume. What we consume can potentially make us stronger or weaker; eat junk we end up junk and eat healthy and we end up healthy. 

Say no to junk food!

Lambs?? Sheep?? Who to feed? 
Why did Jesus use two different nouns? Why didn’t he just stick to lambs or sheep for that matter? Well, obviously there’s a difference between the two. 

A lamb by definition is a sheep that is 12 months old or less. In other words, a lamb is a baby sheep. A sheep on the other hand is obviously an adult version. In other words, Jesus is commanding us to feed two groups of people – the young and the old, the baby and the adult. 

Feeding the young requires sacrifice of time and convenience; it requires effort and willingness of the heart to serve (as mentioned in previous post). A lot of time we understand and embrace our mandate to feed the young, however, many of us overlook the commandment and the authority that God has given us to also feed the old. 

One of the key things I’ve learn is that sometimes, as children, we need to learn to educate our parents. Note the word educate, not disobey. Sometimes parents can be so fixed in their mindset due to perhaps their upbringing so much so that it distorts their spiritual lenses. As children, we need to educate them. I’m not saying children should disrespect or disobey their parents, I’m saying that in any given relationship – be it parent-child, peer-peer or husband-wife relationship – both parties have the right to educate one another and that’s how any functional relationship grows. 


Similarly, once we put on the leadership mantle, we must understand that God has called us to feed not just to the young but to the old as well. He has given us that authority to do so. We are to empower the generation, both the young and the old. Pray and continue to ask for wisdom and divine insights to do so. 

Now that we understand who we need to feed, we must now tackle the what. 

What do we feed? 
We need to feed each other with 2 essential spiritual food amongst many others: 

1. The Word: 

John 1: 1-5 says “In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God... In him was life...” 

It says that the “Word was God” and “in Him was life”. If we neglect feeding our people with the word, it simply means that we are taking away life from them, not in the literal sense but in the spiritual. Without the word, we lose essence of the life and purposes that God intended for us to have. What happens then is that we become like shepherds who lead sheep in circles, always moving but never entering the gateway that God intended for us. Leading soon becomes more of a “chore” and a routine than anything else. Without the word, there is nothing “solid” to feed the people any longer, and what’s worst than going through a “chore” is when the sheep begin to wander off simply because the shepherd no longer feeds them with “life”. 

2. Prayer 

James 5 talks about the prayer of faith. Whenever we talk about prayer, most talk about how powerful prayers are and we should never underestimate the power of prayer. That is true. But there is another significant element about prayer that’s important when we are in the midst of building champions and that’s accountability. 

James 5: 16 says, “Therefore confess your sins to each other and pray for each other so that you may be healed”. Aside from the fact that prayers can heal, it’s the confessing-to-each-other that is crucial as well. This speaks of accountability between a shepherd-sheep relationship, to not just uphold each other in prayer, but to account for each other in life. 

Shepherd = Sheep 
The fact that Jesus asked us to feed the young and the old simply puts us in a dual position – as a shepherd who feeds others and as a sheep who receives feeding from others. A lot of times, feeding others is easier than being fed because the latter may hurt our ego. This brings back to the issue of the heart which I’ve shared in the previous post. We need to be humble to receive and to give. Being both the shepherd and the sheep also means that we must constantly feed ourselves with the Word and prayer. No exception. 

"Feed my sheep".

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Building Champions: Be the Leading Element

Sunday, August 28, 2011

Jesus asked him the third time, “Do you love me?” He said, “Lord, you know all things; you know that I love you.”

Jesus said, “Feed my sheep." (John 21: 17)

It's interesting to see how Jesus metaphors His calling to us as believers - He called us to be fishers of men (Matt. 4:19), to be the light to the world (Matt. 5:14) and as aforementioned, a shepherd to His sheep and lambs (John 21: 15-17), just to name a few. If I could paraphrase the one underlying mandate into my own words it'd be... He's called us to Build Champions. 

Recently Gateway City Church had Sports Ministry Sunday and the theme was "Building Champions". God  gave me three essential points on building champions which I'd like to share because I believe all of us, no matter where we are placed, are called to build champions.


So, how do we actually build champions? I believe in order for us to build Christ-centred champs, we need to exercise three crucial Christ-like attributes. The first which point which I'd like to share is:

1. We need to be the Leading element
Jesus, God's perfect example of Leadership
If there's one thing Jesus is known for even if not as the son of God would be the fact that he was a great leader. When Jesus was just twelve, he built champions in the synagogues by expounding on the Word of God. He wasn't just knowledgeable, he led. When he did ministry in the last three years of his life, he did not just heal the sick, fed the 5,000 or raised the dead. He led. He led people through the word, through His lifestyle, through His actions. He put on the leadership mantle wherever he went.

"It's not the position but the condition"

Whenever we build something, e.g., a sports team, we need a Team Manager to lay out the direction for the team - what's their goal and objective, etc. He leads the team by giving specific direction. If we want to build champions, we must learn to put that sort of leadership mantle. Having said that, I must also clarify that at the end of the day, it's not about the position of a role (e.g. team manager, coach, CEO, Manager, etc) but the condition of the heart that matters to God.

Control vs. Leading
It's really sad to see how some people hold fast to the world-view belief that IF only they are given the opportunity to  be in a high-ranked position, only then can they fulfill their God-given purpose as a leader. Some may even go to the extent to say that if they are not given the role of the top-most leadership, they will not serve at all. They'd rather not serve at all than to be subordinates to another leader. Simply put, they want to be in control, not to lead. There's a huge difference. Control has to do with pride, and leadership has to do with servanthood. Both deal with the condition of the heart.

In God's eyes, leaders are not defined by their position but by the condition of their hearts. 1 Peter 5:2-3 clearly commands us to "Be shepherds of God’s flock that is under your care, watching over them—not because you must, but because you are willing, as God wants you to be; not pursuing dishonest gain, but eager to serve". The key here is the willingness to serve! 

The Pest called Pride


The main problem with us is this thing we have called "pride". The only way we can be the leading element in this world is to put aside our pride and put inside us God's light. How do we do that?

Step 1: Be humble to understand the condition of God's heart
The only way to rid of pride is to first understand the condition of God's heart and in order to do that, you can be sure it requires a huge amount of humility. And that's exactly what God wants because humility is a key trait of a God-chosen leader.


Step 2: Be honest with the condition of our own heart 
When we begin to humble ourselves to understand God’s heart and bring ourselves in light of that, we will see how filthy and weak we are. We can then begin to see the intensity of God's heart for the people around us so much so that no position nor role nor earthly success can contain that divine intensity. 

Step 3: Be God’s Chosen Leader! 
And because nothing can contain the intensity of God’s heart for his people, no matter where we are or what role we are given, we have the authority to put on the leadership mantle to change the world around us! Note: WORLD. 

So understand that God wants us to be the leading element in this world, and it takes the right spirit and the willingness of the heart to be able to do that. It is God's desire to sharpened us so that we can spearhead in our community, to be the leading element that changes the landscape of the world that we are in. 

"You are the light of the world. 
A town built on a hill cannot be hidden. Neither do people light a lamp and put it under a bowl. Instead they put it on its stand, 
and it gives light to everyone in the house. 
In the same way, let your light shine before others, that they may see your good deeds and glorify your Father in heaven." 
Matthew 5: 14-16

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Seasons of Life

Thursday, August 18, 2011

"I'm going through a dry-patch in my walk with God." That was my answer during one of the CG meetings with the young adults of my church.

I'm sure all of us have gone through "dry-patch" season - the subdued-flame period, the "silent" season, the "wandering" times, etc. A lot of times, we place ourselves into this season with reasons such as we aren't hearing anything from God therefore we're in a  a dry-patch. We aren't receiving any new word therefore we're in a dry-patch. All of which may be true. But as I reflected upon my personal dry-season, the Lord rebuked me with a rhetorical question, 

"So, who's to fault that you're in a dry-patch?"

The answer inevitably points back to ME. 

God created some parts of the world to go through the four different seasons which display His creativity and glory. Summer in most part of the world, is traditionally associated with hot dry weather. The "dryness" can be quite appalling. In order to protect themselves from the dryness, people put extra effort in keeping themselves hydrated and whatever other means which would help them beat the dryness. Note: They put EXTRA effort. Only then will they be able to take advantage of the warmer temperatures by doing outdoor activities, travelling and so on. 

My point is this. 

God places us in different seasons all the time so that we can enjoy and experience His presence under different "weather" or "conditions". But in order for us to enjoy and experience Him in spite of the dry-patch that we may be in, we need to put in extra effort to fix our eyes on Him. Otherwise, we will end up perceiving that God is "torturing" us under the sun rather than "exposing" us to His glory. Waiting upon the Lord need not be a "dry" thing to begin with, because surely the God who created the universe and the stars is not one that is "dry". 

So, when God remains silent or commands us to wait - which with our human interpretation term it to be a dry-season - we should never just sit and allow the "dryness" to consume us but rather, we continue to hydrate ourselves with His word and presence, only then can we enjoy the fullness of His glory. 

God created the four different seasons in life so that we may enjoy them.

Teach me, O Lord, to search you deeper and to enjoy Your presence 
whether I'm in spring, summer, autumn or winter.
Amen.

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